Both my flesh and my Spirit in war

I’m defeated again, and I hear the enemies saying encore encore

Why am I back to this place again

You see, just yesterday I was breathing freshly through His oxygen

And now I’m here breathing the same poison

that the Heathen has offered before

not once, twice, three, but many times

rejecting the freedom that the Savior 2000 years ago already died for

Oh how many times I’ve turned my back on you Lord, and followed my selfish ways

Yet you, you God, Your faithfulness does not faze though mine is in a different place

Your love forever remains the same

With a grace that has an infinite range

And so for a change.. I will give You thanks

Except coming before with guilt and complaints

I will choose to walk in that lane of repentance

Not that broad road where guilt leads me to confession

but its simply and completely your love and kinds

And the realization of your powerful salvation

that gives me a different impression of who you are

And in conviction, i have realized You are my...actually I am Your passion

There is no competition

there is no other out there who speaks so softly, gently, yet so strongly at the inner being of my soul, where you become my obsession?

and its not an obsession that lasts for 2, 10, 20, 50 till I dies years..

But it lasts for an eternity and it starts right here

Not only do you desire me to be of your pure reflection

More so, you desire me to be completely ONE with you,

which is the only way I can do your will in perfection

For it is not I, but it is YOU who is engineering my decisions.

So my mission is not to necessarily go

But my mission is to KNOW Him

So theres no reason for us to go without being sent

And theres no reason for us to go without the Oneness with Him
For it is not us or someone else who determines our call and mission

But It is He who calls out our names to be used for His kingdom

So, glory, praise, honor and power is Yours God, forever and ever Amen

And friends please listen

our mission is not to overcome sin

for Christ Jesus has already finished that way back then

Have we forgotten the truth that reigns

The name that is above all names

The Lord, who is over all lords

Beloved I speak this by the power of Holy Spirit to me and the thousands

Time no longer must be wasted

For we are to live in victory cause remember the enemy is already defeated

Friend lets praise and glorify Him alone for Hes the one that did it!

And now, we have the might in Christ to overcome sin,

So lets start fighting in victory and stop fighting for it, for we already have it within

so press on and press in

Trusting and surrendering your all to Him, and not even partially to self nor men

Beloved, our lives are now HIS life for those who are in Christ and it is not to be wasted

And lets face it, this glorious truth

Jesus is coming soon

So, Is He your one and only bridegroom?

Cause many of us have Jesus and another bridegroom

self and a boyfriend or girlfriend that He has never intended

or wealth and a church where we always pretended

Proclaiming we love jesus but in actuality we love the ministry

Saying we know God but all we know is His history

Forgetting to know Him personally

He is calling a bride that is wholly and entirely His
who glorifies and loves Him for not what He gives.. but for who He is..

a Bride that is spotless, blameless, and pure

So the question really is.. will He find faith? A faith that has endured?

Will He?